I'm a 44 Yr old male and my dad diagnosed with terminal lung cancer in January. The change in him is so bad. His skin is very flaky. His appearance has changed. I've been close with my dad and reaching a point were I think I'm losing my mind. I'm getting anxiety when I go around to see him and don't know what to say to him anymore. I don't want to say anything to my mother or sister as I don't want to upset them further. Is this part of grief? Are there others feeling like this?
If I could take the Cancer off my dad and have it myself I would in a heartbeat.
If these are normal feelings for a family member of cancer patient then I can learn to cope with them. Just confused with everything.
