Having a bad day

Hug for you Maisiemae. .

...night night all

Jxxx

Oh Maisiemae, I'll be thinking of you tomorrow. 

Sending you a big hug.

X

Thinking of you Maisiemai, happy birthday to your mum and also the joy and hard work that Mabel will bring, I'm sure she will help the healing of your heart.

Hugs to all xx

In my thoughts today maisiemae, hope Mabel brings some smiles xx

London to barton under humber Nr Grimsby round trip today. On way home with a 9 week old Mabel. Shiny new World for her. Our 5th dog so not new to this but I cant expect her to mend me. Thanks for all yr best wishes. Love back to everyone. Ps Elenium how did you get on with the job application? X

Can't believe you've now got 5 dogs, Maisiemae.  I've got two and that's enough! :-)

I've got an interview on Thursday for that job.  I'll let you know how it goes. 

Been making myself busy today and feeling much better.  At mum's funeral the last song we had was I'll be seeing you by Billie Holiday.  I've got it on my spotify playlist and it usually makes me cry but today when I heard it I actually smiled. 

I hope everyone has been ok this weekend.

Hugs to all.

X

Elenium. Just 3 dogs now. 2 died. 5 would be more insane than even i am! X

Hi all 

Off to Northumberland in the morning with my boys and my father for a short break playing golf so hope that the time together helps continue the healing process. 

Watched the Rio Ferdinand documentary this morning....wow, I sobbed at parts of it and other parts really hit home. Although the age gap between his and my children is huge the feelings I have for them and the not knowing how they truly feel are the same, counselling should be in touch soon for the appointments so I hope I can get something out of it and be more of a help to my boys , they suffer in silence when with me yet I want them to tell me how they truly feel but they are too concerned with my wellbeing and how I am coping alone ! It's a terrible situation but maybe the few days away will give the opportunity to chat openly 

Hope the week starts well for you all x

3 generations on golf trip sounds cathartic. Very special. I wonder if the boys watched it? The strongest structure is the three if you leaning on each other (pyramid). I hope the days away allow conversation, tears and laughter. Go well Yantibee.

Beautifully put Maisiemai, a pyramid is very strong. Love the imagery. Hope Mabel has settled in.

Love to everyone xx