Having a bad day

Jenny,

Hug. X

Thinking of you all today, Mother's Day, painful I am sure as it is for my two boys. A hug is all I can send and I hope it's received xx

Flowers arrived from my Aunt jx

im going to live today. I feel its the only way to honour mum, by living.  Ive slept in by mistake, i will miss the church service, so instead  i will be in the garden, in the sunshine, with mums bench. My brothers and my card will be there and im going to hang the new prayer flags. Today i will live and honour her and all the other mums who have passed and their dear sweet children who miss them, especially on this day. There will be tears but i will live this day.

All the fighting talk has gone. Im a mess. Cards and flowers placed. Now for a walk on the moors - i can scream into the wind! Although dogs may be spooked by lunatic owner! X

Like Yantibee,

Love and thoughts with you all today. Your mum is still your mum.

Big hugs xxxx

I have a dear friend who is more like a daughter. I was her childminder when she was 3. When she found out she was pregnant she said her baby would have 3 Grandmas. I received a beautiful card from her & Gracie who's 6. Gracie calls me Nanna Sue & she wrote the card. It's meant the world to me today. 

Sarah, Gracie's Mum, said she knew I'd be really missing my Darling Mum today so made sure my card arrived in time. 

Hugs to all of us Mum's, Daughters, Husbands, Partners who are the sum blessings of all the Mums who've gone before us.

Sue xx

Sue that's beautiful. 

Maisiemae scream run skip shout. ..

Hug

Jx

I went to the crematorium and took daffodils. My brother was there.  We had a long conversation about mum and he obviously regrets not coming to see her as much as he could have.  I think he is giving himself a hard time over it.  I have forgiven him but not enough to tell him it was ok.  Am I mean to want him to suffer a bit more?  I do love my brothers and sisters and I have forgiven them completely but a small part of me wants them to feel guilty forever. Not GS obviously as there is nothing to forgive with her.  

It's been a shitty day and I've cried on and off.  Just feel so very sad and miss her so much.  We would have spent the whole day together normally.

Hugs to everyone today because I know that you are all missing your mums, wives, daughters as much as I miss my mum. 

Happy Mothers Day mum.  I love you.

X

Hi all, hope you managed to get through yesterday, another difficult anniversary. My boys spent the large part of the day together enjoying the beautiful sun sent by their mum from up high , me? I was working at the restaurant in the dining room floor with all the mothers been taken out and pampered on their special day which gave mixed emotions I must admit but made me realise as others have said how important our mothers are and how special they are , I cannot imagine my life without my mum, she is 75 and thankfully in good health but I know how special my Jill was to our boys and I see how much they miss her and how much they love her still as she does them.

Your mums will have been right by your sides yesterday holding your hands as you tried to get through a painful day filled with happy and sad memories, you all did so much for them and I am sure they love you even more for all you did if that was possible 

Take care my community friends, I hope today is a better day on the path we all find ourselves on