Having a bad day

You will be in my thoughts, Jenny and Elenium, for the funerals of your Mums. There are no words. I just cried the whole way through my Mums'. Not a pretty sight! I will not lie, it is hard( as I am sure Maisie mae will say ).

Take care Anneteresa

My heart is with you today Jenny.

Hugs to all

Love Sue xx

Your mum and dad will/are so proud of you.

Love to you all especially for today and the tomorrows.xxxxx

Jenny, been thinking of you all day.  Hope it went ok.

Dear all.

Thank you all from the deepest place in my heart. You have all carried me along when things were at their worst. 

We all said our words I read mums prayer I made everyone cry.

I did stumble with emotion but I said it all.  The celebrant was amazing  the flowers were perfect. Everyone tied messages to the garland around the casket.

I had two hours sleep.  Dread collecting the ashes. 

Even the mad relatives behaved.  My aunt I struggled with during mums illness was beside herself with grief.

House is chaotic but my boyfriend and sisters friends did a lot of clearing up.

Dad a bit depressed now I think.

Most importantly tomorrow I have mums red 1960''s handbag to use all day for Eleniums Mum.

My sister wearing red too. Dad has red silk hanky.

Jxxx

Jenny - so pleased the service was as planned. Its a huge part of the process, whatever that is. Sounds very special. We were with u today, my partner asked a few times if we had heard if all went ok. Much love. Were her Italian boys there too? Bad Aunt. As mum always told me 'everyone reacts in different ways'. 

So Elenium. Indeed tomorrow. I found myself picking daffs and thinking of you today. May tomorrow be as you planned. Hold on tight. Savour the time of soaking up how loved your mother is - and always will be. Red tomorrow. Much love special lady

X

I think the Italian boys were at the ceremony it was crowded and not everyone had a seat so I didn't actually see them or a few others who I was told were there.  I was in my "zone" until I had spoken too ... will find out at next coffee.

Mad cat made an appearance. ..no bites though.

Jx

Jenny such a sad and emotional day but as you say the ceremony was packed.....shows how much your beloved mum meant to so many,rest now brave lady . Busy night in the restaurant with many pizzas made and you were in my thoughts throughout the day x

Elenium now sadly it's your turn on this most awful of stages and I and we are all stood with you as you were with us, stay strong for your beloved mum and as with Jenny today you will be in my thoughts throughout this most poignant of days for me, Jill's birthday. Red has been bought and will be worn 

Much love to you and all of you on here, a very very special group of people 

Well Elenium,

I have daffodils and am going to take them to work, to brighten the office as I know your mum brightened all lives. Red socks are on too. Sending you love for this next part of the journey.will be thinking of you, daffodils will always remind me of your mum now.

Xxxx

Elenium.

Morning...much love from Dad, myself and my sister Lois. 

A day of colour for your Mum.

Hug.

Jx