I am along way through my cancer treatment which is RT and 2yrs HT. I have struggled with the side effects of treatment feeling that the treatment has taken everything masculine about me away and I don't feel like I used to feel all the manly feeling and manhood gone. The depression is now making a huge impact on my marriage,my wife loves me dearly and I am pushing her away every day with my anger and frustration.For some reason I can't control the bad times of our marriage being the main thing on my mind every day when I go to sleep when I wake up.I am destroying my marriage and upsetting my wife to the point where she can't cope. Have any of you people with cancer and who have had RT and HT had this deep depression.
