I'm going round in circles trying to get support. I'm so totally totally alone. Been a month since my lovely husband who we got told has terminal cancer from nowhere just from going to doc with sore back. Cancer in 2 places now.Lost my mum with lung cancer 3 years ago which was awful, still feeling it,and I have nobody else but my husband and now this. I have gone through weeks of shock and I feel nothing but immense pain and scared now ,,such an immense shock to hear my husband is terminal,,,,we are quiet living and he has always been busy with work and never been ill till now,,I have always just concentrated on looking after my husband and our house and I have nobody, no friends, no neighbours, and now no mum,and I am massively struggling with the situation..., I don't know how I will survive without him,I have been trying to get support,,did 2 buses and took an hour to get to the nearest maggies,,and I am ashamed I broke down crying when I spoke,,they said they would call me later and I left, that was 2weeks ago and nothing.... so I don't feel I can go back,,so went to the Dr,who stuck me on antidepressants and talking went over his head,,,I don't think there is support..
