Is it normal to feel so guilty after the fact and my guilt comes in two parts
I feel guilty from slipping on ice and waking with a limp on throat which turned into thyroid cancer which was down and cured before I even knew it and I feel guilty that this affected me so much yet I wasn’t poorly par sa
then mum gets cancer and sadly didn’t survive, now our relationship was always very complicated and all I can feel is guilty that I survived and she didn’t and feel that others judge me for it as well it’s over 2 yrs since she passed and I will be cancer free 10yrs this year but it’s still a cloud hanging over me, but no one knows I don’t let them see, I’m a mess
