I'm finding things difficult at the moment especially as there's lots of things to do in preparation for my operation next week. I'm aware I'm quite anxious because I'm not sleeping as well as usual. My partner has hydrocephalus and it's hard for him to understand what I'm going through. He doesn't like having to isolate and if I remind him it's because my operation won't go ahead if I get Covid, he makes comments like 'there's no need to remind me'. He had two operations in 2014 well before the lockdown. I had no support then and he did all sorts of things which he doesn't remember.
Often, I feel angry or sad and unhappy because we sold the house last November and bought another one in a different area. It's taken so long to sort everything so we haven't moved. Last Friday, I took all the telephone calls because he couldn't hear because his hearing aids weren't working.
