Not been on here for a while but can't sleep and things are coming back in my mind , my eosphogeal cancer operation was 5 years ago on April 2nd and things are going well , I am still clear although I still have odd bad days . Staying at home and not going out but I live alone so no one to talk to , both my parents have died and my brother lives 80 miles away but he is just starting to recover from this coronavirus infection so can't talk without coughing . There's lot of people worse off than me but feel so low as miss my swimming and walking groups , sorry to waffle on but I miss talking to people
