uncertainty and waiting

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Hi have not been on community for a week or so trying to catch up. Had my half way CT scan Wednesday,that is to see if cancer is responding to chemo.Journey to hospital felt surreal like i was here but was not, very strange feeling.Will have results next Thursday.Am trying to just get on with day to day stuff as usual but feel different somehow,i think it may be because in my mind, the scan determines my future or if i have much of one time wise i dunno.All the signs are positive with my treatment so far so don't know why i am feeling like this ? i also have not felt so well as last two chemo cycles maybe thats it,feeling weaker and bit sick on and off,headaches  migraines etc weak muscles in legs muzzy headed was not expecting it i guess.    Jaunty

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    I just want to say hope all goes well on Thursday. It’s good that the signs are positive and totally understandable that you are feeling this way. The waiting can be torture to a very fragile psyche along with sickness from chemo and for me the feeling of not having control was hard. I hope you start to feel better very soon.