HOW DO YOU KEEP UP

Ill just do bullet points on this one. I may not respond for a bit. 

• Mother in law 4 years ovarian on maintenance meds
• Wife diagnosed 6 weeks ago already gone to lots of places and had if for just over 4 months
• CA125 was 670 and she told me over a glass of wine on a sunny afternoon
• NHS flipped the warp speed button
• In the chair for 1st chemotherapy session before the MDT. Now know CA gone to over 1200 when she sat in chair now down to 480
• Sworn to secrecy so can't tell our kids or anyone until 1s
• Bad reaction so need to work ot what and was in hospital 4 days. Elder kids saw a distressing thing and no idea how to deal
• Today was suppodexto be 2nd full infusion bit only had 45 mins of one to see what the allergy is from
• Hair gone at breakneck speed
• Mum just grabbed her from the same place and the same expert team who are treating her
• Say in my kitchen being told to keep calm and carry on like she's just come bsck from having a filing at the dentist
• When it comes to the kids,  who are all 25-35 I'm struggling to

1. Explain the unexplainable 
2. Appear rational when everything is irrational
3. Describe the indescribable