I'm writing for the first time because I don't know what else to do. My partner of 33 years was diagnosed with secondary breast cancer that has went to her sacrum and also compressing her lower spine.
To people round about me they think I'm coping well under the circumstances, but honestly the reality is I'm falling apart on the inside.
I'm being strong for her because I have to be, she has enough to deal with without me falling apart. The thought of losing her , seeing her in pain terrifies me.
How do people deal with the rollercoaster of emotions, because right now I'm not .
