Really struggling

So sorry for your loss. I think it is understandable that you feel you are struggling and feeling overwhelmed. Talk to Dad as you need, but I realise you want to hear his voice again and for him to tell you everything will be okay. You might not recognise it but you are a strong person and will be able to keep going. One day at a time. Do you have support from family/ friends who can help with the funeral arrangements? Sending hugs and love to you xx 

Thank you for your reply.  What you've said makes a lot of sense. We finalised the service arrangements today, and somewhere for a gathering afterwards.  It still doesn't feel real, not like we're doing it for our dad. X