Hi Guys,
This is just a message to say that my wife’s condition has deteriorated over the weekend and she is now in a hospice for pain management.
It was such a hard thing to admit that I could no longer care for my wife, but I know that her needs are way more than I could offer her, it breaks my heart.
Her pain has got steadily worse, her abdomen has become really hard and expanded, and she was taking more and more oxycodone to knock out the pain.
The doctors at the hospice have said that we are now in the next phase of her care and that she will be getting more and more out of it on pain relief as it gets worse, all my wife wanted whilst there is to be pain free.
So that’s where we are, she has tried to fight her cancer, she’s had radio and chemo, but we were always told that it’s very rare and hard to treat, and that it has a certain path it takes, I just didn’t think that it would happen quite this quickly tbh.
I will try my best to stay strong for our sons and our grandchildren and have got to start to process the next phase of what’s left of her life. 
Andy
