Last weeks

Mum's on her last weeks with a glioblastoma. She's sadly now in a nursing home. Everytime I go and see her there's a little bit less of the mum I know and love. It's breaking my heart there's just nothing they can do. It's her Birthday on Thursday I'm hopeful she will make it. She will be 77 years old. How do you celebrate a Birthday when your so poorly. I got her a card and a small teddy. 

I don't know why I'm writing this. just needed to get it out. She's not eating much or drinking much. She seems to like sweet things when she does. She seems ro get memories mixed up and has been asking for her mum and dad. No two days are the same some better then other. Some days she talks non stop about nothing that makes any sense. Other days she quite. She's virtually blind now but she knows we are there. She held my hand so firmly today. 

In my last message I was getting married. Sadly mum was to ill to make it. And after some persuading my Dad did agree to let me tell mum I had. So I did but I don't think I picked the right time. She was quite distance that day and it didnt seem to registered with her. But at least I told her. 

Anyway I'll keep you all posted. Thanks all, for all you Kindness ,support and listening to me.

Take care all

Flowergirl xx