As the title suggests, it's just so hard to believe that it's happened.
All the support from friends and family is fantastic but the reality is my life has been turned upside down given that she has gone. No words can help; I'm just devastated.
I'm sure that in time things will be different and that I'll reflect on all that we had. But for now? What I'd give for one more hug is just unimaginable. Apart that is to those who know.
I've said in other posts that we are not alone but, at the same time, we are so alone in our experience.
Sorry to hear this, even when the end is expected it still somehow comes as a shock.
There is no "right" way at a time like this though often people end up swept along with the admin for a while.
Just know we are thinking of you.