Yesterday I bought the last ever Christmas card for my wife. A very emotional experience trying to find a card that was suitable.
Heather's battle with lung cancer is nearly over. Since her last stay in hospital 2 months ago there has been a slow decline, her appetite is so poor these days. The weight has just melted away, it is painful to see her so thin, little more than skin and bones. I'm not sure if she really appreciates what a poor state she is in now. She obviously doesn't have long left. She was able to get up for supper tonight but was back in bed by 8.00. I don't know how long she will be able to get out of bed, she is a pretty determined character so she will always make an effort.
Went to a funeral today, the husband of one of Heather's first teaching colleagues passed away last week from prostate cancer. Couldn't help thinking that the next funeral I will attend will probably be Heather's. At least we have talked over her wishes and planning will be easy. I need to start writing the eulogy.
HI
oh I'm so sorry to hear this.
I'm in a similar position as this is likely to be my husband's last Christmas with us. Writing the Christmas cards to send to family and friends and signing the four names (included the kids) tore my heart to shreds. Wrapping his gifts and writing the gift cards has been tough.
As for the eulogy ...oh where do you start with that one! The kids and I have had that chat a few times and drawn a blank. Ironic considering I'm an author!
Sending you a huge virtual hug. Stay strong.
love n hugs
Wee me xx
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