My Husband is on his second cycle of chemotherapy for CUP which has spread to bones and lungs. He is struggling terrible with side effects of chemo and the morphine that's been prescribed.
He is not eating and so low in mood i am managing to get complan shakes into him but not much else.
I feel like crying all the time having to watch my 6ft 2 stong husband who did everything turn into a shell of himself who just lays there all day long.
I am on my own dealing with this as both of my children are away studying and also have my mother who is in 80s and in poor health and lives 15 miles from me who needs all her meals cooking and preparing in advance which is difficult when the cooking smells upset my husband.
I feel like i canot win which ever way i turn.
We are hoing to contact the palative care team as i think the morphine is not agreeing with him .
Soryy for ranting
