Gosh,it's a tough day today ..
My partner and I don't live together,we have been together 8 years,but still have our own houses... Until such time comes then my lovely partner will move in with me...
SO .. I find it so hard when he's having a hard day,if he was under the same roof it would be easier,because I can see him,and know EXACTLY how he is
,(sorry,the emoji shouldn't be there.... Can't delete it!!) But when he is 20 miles away it's hard.
We went out today thinking we'd manage a couple of hours break,but we soon returned home.
I have to continue to work,I have bills no matter what,so I cram my hours in with long days at the weekend.
I am finding it so hard watching my lovely partner suffer with such a terrible disease.
He's feeling SO sick today,so he's not eating. The weight is dropping off. He is taking endless medication,so whether they are all bouncing around in his tummy who knows..
It's tough. Just TRYING SO hard to keep going.
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