Bill has another scan tomorrow M.R.i brain his expressive disphasia has got worse so we can only assume that something is going on with his brain .As his general health isnt so good and to be honest he has had enough we have decided that he wont have any more scans after tommorrow .We are also going to stop the Oncology appointments after the one in November .We will just be under the community teams and G.P .He hates the scans now and as he dosent want any more treatment its pointless .Its quite scary but also kind of liberating I think he will do better if he dosent have to keep going on the same merry go round .Best scenario tommorrow is if the scan hasnt changed worse the tumour is back and spreading but at this stage its one and the same .Still find it hard to believe we are at this point but there you .I think he is very scared and dosent kniw how to cope with it all Its going to be very hard now for borh of us A day at a time .lots of hugs xx
