We had the oncologist meeting yesterday and it shows that the cancer is back, he also has blood clots and abdominal fluid. It is what we had all suspected and now I know for sure the reason why he can't eat. He has been handed over completely now to the palliative care team and they will arrange drainage of the fluid. I feel numb, questions I want to ask but don't know if I want the answer. Is it wrong to wonder how long we have?
