Awake and up all night

Many thanks Helen, I'll look into it when I've got home from visiting my eldest xx

I expect you'll have a busy weekend getting ready for Monday - the excitement must be building up.

Whatever you're up to, have a good one sweetie xxx

Thanks Gill,

Your words help a lot.

The panic attack came right out of the blue will buy a Greggs sausage roll and re use the bag in case l get another one, I'll be prepared .

Made myself smile then, as the grand daughter of  a Yorkshire man who had a pie round it shows the first thing l thought of !!

He'd have been proud of me. When things are better l hope we can  go to Redcar and try and find where his school he attended could have been as l only know where he was not the name of the school. But they didn't have comps then just the first school l think.

Well done to Gill l managed to distract myself from feeling quite awful waking up with worry this morning, at least I've calmed down a little bit thinking of a better plan when things settle down

Hope the knees improve x

Hope others here have a positive day if they can x

I'm so happy you're feeling more like it now my lovely. You've made me laugh about the Greggs bag! Make sure you eat today lovey - look on food as your medicine to keep your strength up. Dingg, you can lean on me anytime you like love, and all the other lovely folk here too. We've got you and won't let you fall.

Wishing you both the very best for today sweetheart xxx

We're just on our way to Tesco for some last minute bits. We're on the 10pm ferry tomorrow so will arrive in France very late/early, whichever way you like to look at it  

H

Sorry to hear about your panic attack, I hope you have a better day.

H 

Pippin just read this and says there's a kitty out there who needs you.

Had that too Dngg so know how horrible it feels. You feel lost and frightened. Like Gill said, it's understandable. My eldest said to me that in nature some animals shake to relieve stress, which I know sounds counter intuitive. Know in those moments that all of us are a big blanket around you and that we are keeping you safe.You are loved and you are safe lovely lady. The biggest hugs from me, OH and Pippin.

I didn't know Yorkshire ladies could yap.

Good that the little kitty is thriving with your care. It's those Muller corners you've giving it to lick out.

Have the best time in France. We used to drive over with the kids and stay in caravan sites. The Vendee and Perigoux.