Awake and up all night

The way my life is these days l live there lol

Hubby to have chemo tomorrow 

Now I'm reading something on Facebook  about folk jumping time lines into time lines very similar which l confess I don't understand lol but always fancied Canoe Reeves but maybe its a different film thing.

Haven't slept for weeks properly starting to sound like Captain's Log but either I'm going bonkers but we saw a new cancer doctor who told us a slightly different prognosis.

Has anyone else had this happen

She said unknown to us they did a DNA test on hubby and he didn't have a certain DNA that makes you react badly to chemo l thought she said then she now said it's inoperable now but crucial change oh we'll review it according to how you react and reconsider surgery

The other doc said we'll see how it goes as don't know if you'll tolerate the treatment

So what changed since the big reveal

Have l jumped time lines now where l win the lottery look like a super model and Robert De Niro is my dad ?

Also my hubby is totally bald and the nurse says don't be upset if you loose all your hair dead pan not joking and l said he's totally bald

Then she said you can have relations if you use protection, well he's in hospital right so its turning into Carry on Matron or did she mean we can have relations visit but get protective ear plugs if its my auntie who shouts alot and makes rude comments about peoples shoes again you decide for yourselves....

Either I'm so tired everything is out of kilter or the NHS is nuts, the jury is out all comments  welcome l

Aw Ray, I sincerely hope you keep going for as long as possible my friend. None of us know what's in store and that's why we must seize the day, carpe diem and all that.

I'm forever on pins about OH, every little thing, but then check myself, mainly not to worry him. I don't know what goes on in his head, and he certainly can't tell me unless pressed to write it down, but it's different for you as it's yourself, if that makes sense. Just make sure you look after yourself, and take all the help from your son and daughter too, and let's hope we're all able to chat here for a good long while to come.

Right my lovely, sleepy time I reckon for me, so I'll wish you a good night and sleep well when you do. Don't put a bet on me nodding off just yet, as I can't get the hang of doing it the conventional way, never mind on washing lines and pins! xxx

Hello Dingg. No need to reply but I noticed you were on line. My thoughts are with you and your hubby. I hope you have both had a better day with more compassionate and skilled care from the hospital now giving you more confidence that everything that can be done is being done. Ray  xxxx

Ditto all of that, Ray.

Hugs and love to Dingg xxx

1. Just cannot sleep for more than 3nhours I need help had stomach csncerbpartical removal 5 months ago

Thanks Ray 

I did try to post in reply with a joke about the Carry on films but l must have used a trigger word and it deleted my post and blocked me and l didnt even mention Barbara Windsor

I might get blocked again in the computer world of woke

Better day today.hubby chemo starts tomorrow 

I did mention Canoe Reeves in the post so might get chucked out again haha

Lol

Sorry to know this, how are you hope you have a better night's sleep if you can

Thanks Gill

Had a better but different prognosis today very puzzled but the computer thing blocked it and didn't post not sure why

New doc now says though its inoperable now after a DNA test that showed l think she said hubby doesnt react to chemo?

Now they say if he responds well surgery will be revisited

Its a huge difference from the so called big reveal where consultant just said see how treatment goes or did l not get the subtle approach ??

Morning Dingg, and some good news at last  Hopefully, that means hubby's strength is improving, now that he can go ahead with the chemo. You must be so relieved for that.

PS I'd love to have seen the deleted post xxx

This is happening more these last few weeks

Sleeping tablets help but once I wake up I. Wide awake like noe