Hi everyone, I thought I would come and post for the first time here. I am hoping that some of you know and understand how I am feeling.
I was diagnosed with breast cancer in March 2026. I started chemotherapy in April, 6 cycles which were awful and really took their toll. 3 weeks ago I had a lumpectomy and today was told I have clear margins. I still need to have radiotherapy and take tamoxifen. Of course I am delighted with this news, but there is the other half of me that is scared to go back to my normal life. My world over the last 5 months has been hospitals, treatment, scans, and blood tests. They were all my safety net, a new way of life that I got used to. I felt safe and protected. Now I worry that the cancer will come back and I won't have scans or blood tests to catch it. Also, going back to work worries me. How will I cope with being on my feet for 8 hours a day?
If anyone feels this way or did, I would love to hear your thoughts.
Hi Bethl
I am sorry you have not had a lot of responses so far. I can see you have joined a lot of our forums but not our main Breast cancer forum I recommend joining that and posting there as it’s much busier than this forum.

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Hi there, the one thing they seem to ignore is the now what after all the chemo and radio and regulated things.
We will not be the same people we were before no matter what,but you are still you. You still have a life to lead and you will slowly recover strength and the fear will lessen.
are there any groups in your area?
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