Bad Days

FormerMember over 4 years ago

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Hi,

Usually I'm such a positive person and can take most things that life throws at me. I come on her and hope that the replies I leave will help a person feel better.

But.............

I am struggling. I'm finding it really tough at the moment. I had a fall recently and didn't realise I had hurt myself because I have no feeling since my surgery. Since then I just feel so angry about everything.

I'm angry at my boobs cos they're wonky. I'm angry cos I don't have my real boobs anymore. I'm angry cos my mum died and I can't speak to her anymore. I'm just angry at everything.

I should feel sooooo lucky that I'm still alive and I have an amazing husband and amazing children, but I just feel so angry!

I just don't know what to do with myself

FormerMember over 4 years ago

Hi sweetheart.

I'm the one that's good at the advice but don't listen to myself if that makes sense.
Listen re only human, and the anger u feel is only normal. I 100% relate to you. I'm angry at the world, I'm angry like you that I can't speak to my mum but I hope that's she is looking down and hears me. Although I would do anything for just a few seconds with her.
I'm angry that I had to have a double mastectomy and now I don't feel like a woman as cancer has taken my hair, my boobs, and soon my womb. I don't mean to go on but I'm with you and understand.
I hope ure ok after u had a fall.
I have a partner of 22yrs and 2teens. But I'm so lonely and feel selfish for saying this but I can't talk to my partner.
Everyone who loves you will understand how your feeling and I believe it will pass. Again just remember your only human my lovely. And never feel bad

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