My husband died in my arms on the 2nd May (2009) - what happens now?

Morning xx

Welcome back Gayle, glad you enjoyed your hols. Wully must have wanted that mug lol!!! Hope your dog is ok too xxx worse than babies aren`t they?

I`m meeting up with the girls from work today for lunch so I`ll have to put the decorating on hold!!

Good luck on Wendesday, Jamie will love it and you`ll probably forget some of your feelings being nervous about him enjoying his time at school (not said by a Reception teacher but a Nursery nurse hee hee!)

Helen xxx

well said, Helen - we know about these things!!!
actually, I'm teaching a nursery class attached to our school, so we've more in common than we thought!!
Sue x

Hi Sue

I work in a school with the nursery children too!! We do the wraparound care in the school, I love it. Enjoying the hols though xx

Helen xxx

Hi everyone. Doing a sneaky one on my break at work. Been having a bit of a weepy time in last few days so it is nice to pop on here and catch up with you all. Welcome back Gayle. Glad you had a good time but even I don't think I could do Paris central and I like driving. Hi Fiona as well - I used to do a lot of knitting when my children were small. I can crochet and sew as well so I tend to go through phases of doing one or the other. It is sewing for now because I need to make a lot of roman blinds for my conservatory. I have got everything ready to make them but I am holding back for the darker evenings.
Lynne I am sure Wednesday and Saturday will go fine. Try to enjoy them both. I would love to see the video. If you can find me on facebook I could have a look at the video if you don't mind. I am Ailsa Hanson and you will know if you find me as my profile picture is the same as the one on here.
Good morning Sue, Patricia, Helen & Kaz - hope everyone is okay today. Ailsa xx

Morning, ailsa
I'm ike you - holding onto things for the darker evenings; i,ve bought a jigsaw board and a couple of 1,000 piece puzzles. need to get some knitting going as well, and also go to the library every week.
Dreading it!!!!!!!!!!
sue x

Thanks ladies for the support. I am sure he will be fine as he is really excited and was great going to nursery. He doesn't bother about leaving me (although has been lately understandably). I am just off to label up all his clothes. Sorry forgot to say Helen that is fantastic news about Paul's ashes. I am really pleased for you.

Here is a photo of the boys at the hotel (my first attempt at adding a pic!):



Gayle x

Hi everyone. They are 2 lovely little boys Gayle - you must be so proud. Hope eveeryone has a nice evening. I need to make a few cards tonight. All of a sudden I seem to have a couple of birthdays, a get well and a wedding to do. Don't know why I don't do them sooner!? Ailsa xx

Gorgeous little boys Gayle. First day at school always seems more traumatic for mum somehow. Hope card making went well ailsa. Just on my way to do a night shift now(first full one since I returned to work) so hope you all have a good evening. Bye for now. Love and angel hugs. x x Patricia x x

Hi All just a quick one as i'm going to help my sisters do some food for tommorow night . Well done on the driving Gayle and what lovely boys you've got . Ailsa i wil look for you on face book there is some other video's on there too of the grand kiddies plus our wedding photo's . Helen did you sort your parking ticket out ?. Hi Sue and trisha and everybody else , hope you,ve all had a good day ..

Lynne xxxxxxxxx