My husband died in my arms on the 2nd May (2009) - what happens now?

Sorry Patricia I missed you (were we typing together), I'll go to the middle if you will come with me :-))  It would be good to get out of the rain for a while, but then we could get back on duty refreshed and together. xxxxxx

Ok Rosemary, it's a deal. I won't object to a bit of TLC. Feeling a little precious just now but not sure why. Oh well.  Oh by the way congratulations on getting your puddings done but I have to tell you that I don't like things like that. Fresh fruit salad for me thanks. x x x

Evening all , well arn't you just the organised ome Rosemary , but i should have known that , we sure your organising skills in london lol , Rosemary , dont ever change , i'm still giggleing and i cant wait for you and Judi to meet lol , bring on Glasgow ..

Hug for you Patricia , sorry your feeling a little down , hopefully these feeling will pass pretty quick ((hug))) and no i'm not getting into any mischief (fingers crossed )

Sue how are you hun x

Ailsa , i'm sure you;ll be glad when you have the house to yourself again , as much as we all love company i also think maybe we also could be used to our own space .. good luck with the garage , i've got a couple of things lined up for the weekend , to do in the house , and then i'm having a break form the jobs till the spring , i know you all might think i'm never here to doanything but i have been still ungoing some of the jobs and i am getting there lol .. Helen , i hope your feeling a but better now , i know you've been really tearfull since Liam went on his little break , big hugs hun ..

Gayle , i hope your enjoying your holiday , not long for my little trip us to see you yey yey ..

Sending a special hug to Amanda as i know the first anniversary is aproaching fast ((hugs))) Glad you've got the weekedn sorted xxx

. I actually don't have a lot to say(hard to believe i know ) I, still feeling a little deflated after London , these meets are always such a good boost and i always feel a little flat afterwards . The london meet was great and all down to gayles good organising skills and a host of lovely ladies and 1 gent . Dad is just ok shall we say ..

Anyway penguins love and hugs to you all

xxxLynne xxx

comforting (((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))) to you all

Dot xxxxxxxx

Morning All,  Well it's a lovely day here a bit cold but sunny, i am doing a quick post as Charlie is having a nap just now. He is all over the place now have to have eyes in the back of your head but just love looking after him. We will get out for a walk after he gets back up. Well i had a off day on Tuesday don't know what triggered it off but feeling better now although i have two funerals next week, a friend of Derek's mums who i got to know very well, and a friend of my dad's, he is so down as he is the last one now.  I have not been up to much lately but looking forward to Glasgow meet. Amanda a big hug to you and H. ( keep swimming). Dave also thinking of you and the boys and sending you a big hug as well. Well thats Charlie waken so have to go. Hugs to everyone, speak soon. XXXXXXXXXXXX 

Oh Fiona, sorry to hear you have been 'down'. I hope things are picking up for you now. Your poor dad, it must be so hard to lose all the people around your own age. It makes us really we are not immortal doesn't it. Charlie sounds like a real livewire, I am so glad you have him to keep you busy.

Dave, my thoughts are with you and the boys on this special day.

Love and angel hugs x x x Patricia x x x

This one's for Manda - it's what could happen if you let go of the Baileys and have to dive for it - but the sparkly rope will catch you!  Weebles xxxxxxxx

Lynne another big hug to you for your dad, you say more by what you aren't saying xxx

Patricia I don't like eating Christmas pudding would you believe, I just used to love making them and everyone who had them loved them so I kept making them (only for those who said the right things apart from one year when I made 50 and sold them at the school Christmas Fair).  I only made three this year though, one for our lovely GP who is a wonderful friend too, one for a wonderful friend who also runs the yard where we used to have Beckham and a small one for the family. 

Lost the plot now as been having a text conversation with Manda (hence odd photo) and a lovely young man who is going to come and sort my lawn mower out tomorrow - yay!!!!  Hope you are all ok tonight, lots of love and hugs to everyone xxxxxxxxx

Ha ha ha ha - Oh Rosemary that's brilliant!!! Think you might spill the baileys though... xxx

Well, I went out with my MIL today in honour of her 75th birthday - and didn't throttle her!!! Hope I managed to make her day a little better than it was last year...

I am a bit all over the place at the moment, calm on second, near hysterical the next. Maybe I will feel better after Sunday... Felt so flat when I got home Sunday night.  Really missing you guys :( xxxx

Hope everyone is doing OK? xx

Never spilt a drop!  :-)))  Well done with the mother in law xxxxxxx