I am struggling today as it has been 26 weeks since Ade died and I was robbed of our future together. For the past week I have been having panic attacks (I think it has been because of this 6 month mark). I miss everything about him and feel so lost. I had not realised that it was possible to cry so much and be in so much pain. I have wonderful people around me and I don’t want to sound ungrateful but I don’t want to spend time with them at the moment and prefer my own company with our dog Charlie.
