Steve died in August 2022, we were together for 44 years. Have a very supportive family who have helped me so much and I have tried to make a new path and thought l was doing ‘okay’. But these last couple of weeks I have been so low and tearful, and especially the last few days I have felt so bereft and missing Steve so so much. How I long for his touch and to hear his voice. I feel I am awash with grief and it is such an effort to motivate myself. I feel I am letting Steve down by not making the most of every day as he was always so positive through everything. He was truly my other half.
