So, today would have been my dear Jay's birthday he would have been 71 years old. Just another trigger to jolt me back to realising that he is gone. It has been just over 18 months as I may have mentioned here often enough. Some days I now forget he is gone but a day like today reminds so that he actually is. Three days until our son gets married too. He won't be there and it is one day he did hope he would see when my son and his partner began all the planning 3 years ago but of course cancer had other ideas. I know he will be there though many people have told me so maybe not physically but his spirit will be there watching over the proceedings. It will be hard for me I know but I will try my best to enjoy the day is all I can do really.
Vicky x
