I am not sure a forum will help, but I am so lost. I have just lost my wonderful husband, who was my everything, my best friend my soul mate.
Everything happened so quickly, he was failed by the professionals who ignored his signs and concerns so when he was finally diagnosed it was to late. From diagnosis to passing was 7 weeks. He deteriorated so rapidly we had no time to process or even do anything.
He passed away at home with me by his side, which is what we both wanted.
I am so lost I can't see any light and can't imagine carrying on without him. He passed on weds, his birthday is Monday, our wedding anniversary is the 4th.
