Annoyed, that I'm annoyed

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Me again!

Tonight I got annoyed with my husband, for leaving me to do everything.

To constantly clean out the cats litter tray, for always having to wash up, for making me go to bed on my own.....

.... and then I got annoyed with myself for being annoyed with him

And now I cant stop crying, in bed on my own.

I'm also feeling sorry for myself, as I've got a cold, my 'first' being ill without him, not that I would of got any sympathy from him lol.

Oh what a night it's been Sob

  • Me again too!

    Well, here I am again. 
    1 o’clock.
    In bed on my own. Again.

    With indigestion and no Valen to rub my tummy or get my Eno drink. 
    How dare he leave me like this! 
    And yes, I am so very cross with myself. 
    At least I can get indigestion. 
    He won’t. Ever again. 
    So Sylvie. Shut up and put up and get your own indigestion powder.

    I watched an episode of Ghosts tonight which had a 1 of the ghosts moving on. 
    Another character couldn’t stop keeping busy and doing lots. 
    He said “ if I stop then I have time to think”. 
    Thats me. I’m fine being busy in the daytime. But come the evening I am constantly seeing / hearing / reading something to set me off again.

    I guess this is us for a while.

    Hugs to all x