Im struggling a lot a moment i lost my hubby soul mate in January but past month been dreadful. Im crying more now than when i lost my man i not lookibg forward to Christmas at all.I could have lost him last Christmas but he fought on till 10th January i went to shops today and driving back tears just flowed i csnt seem to look forward to anythink at all.We never did loads together but i miss him so much im crying writing this i just want to feel somekind of happy but seems impossible i really am lost and feel so lonely i still expect him to walk through door strange i know anyway i hope im not the only one who feels this way .im 68 and usedvto be so funny and bubbly nust feel sad and misrable xx
Hi Mduck
Sorry to hear about what you are going through - Christmas is often touted as the season for family but for those who have lost a loved one or who are single it can be very lonely indeed as the world carries on and we can feel left behind.
If you feel it might help you could try to contact cruse bereavement care and/or the loss foundation who provide specialist support in this area. I have also heard some good things about way-up
<<hugs>>
Steve
