Hello again
Feeling very low and in tears. Thought I would write it down as it helps me to see things written down. I had a very harsh e mail recently from my partner's son. He seems to hate me for a reason I don't know. Haven't even seen him in 25 odd years. He is glad his father is dead and wishes the same for me? Why the hatred and vitriol. He never accepted his parents divorce, and I was certainly not the cause. I know I need to ignore it , but we are already fragile in our grief and deep sorrow. I am going tomorrow for the first time to a group support meeting. In one way looking forward to hearing from others in the same situation, but dreading the emotions it will surely bring up.
Sometimes I feel like giving up. I know you will understand.
Love and hugs
Fifinet
