Good evening,
I spoke to my bereavement counsellor this week, as a catch as have been struggling.
She said I at the angry stage, and have been thinking about it, it's 19 months since Rob died and I am still angry, I say still but it comes and goes.
So who am I angry at I ask myself? Him?, hospital? Doctors? his family? Solititors? But I think it is mainly me, I didn't keep him alive, I was exhausted, left him sometime just to shop and med's. Didn't believe it was gunna happen, didn't ask for support, didn't notice he was unwell, I feel so stupid. Now I am angry because I not coping better. Simple things become major things.i haven't been well myself recently and are annoyed that I am moaning about been unwell after all he went through.
Rant over.
Tomorrow is another day.
Donna
Hi
My biggest issue was a pension provider. The bigger companies were brilliant but the tiny one with less than £6k made us jump through some right hoops. Almost told them to stick it several times but was worried Dave would come to haunt me 
He was a Yorkshireman through and through and would nit be happy if I threw away money he had worked for.
Why do they have to make it so difficult.
I hope you get sorted with yours soon
Take care
Jillian
