I lost my husband 3 and a half years ago due to brain cancer, I moved from Italy where I lived with him to Austria, where my sons live. The relocation took place 2 years ago but I still feel so lonely, it is a very deep sensation that doesn't leave me. Corona cut off any social life, I haven't found friends,I mean real friends, not superficial people....it is so hard. I lost my front tooth implant in August last year and have to face a very heay jawbone reconstruction, more than one surgery and I feel not able to face it alone. I miss my husband still so much and I think I won't be able to get over it. I had a lot of therapy but it does not help me really. The deep feeling of his loss is still here, different than in the beginning, but it is here. How can this ever pass ?
