Loneliness

You are not alone in this, my hubby has now been gone for two years, i do not live but exisst  one day to another.

He was my life, was married 53years i do not know a life without him in it.

I do not know the answer, its heart breaking at times, i miss him more now than at the beginning, at the start i went into robot mode, things had to be done, Now i am here on my own, the house fills empty i miss his smile, also he made me laugh everyday at silly things, i do not laugh now, it is the little things that hurt the most.

I know he would be saying come on girl you can do this, but at times i do not want to,

Take Care Ellie xx

Exactly how I feel, it’s hard for me to separate sometimes, the loneliness is overwhelming at times, but It’s missing my Linda that really hurts.
Every morning is a struggle just to get out of bed and face the world alone, it’s feels easier to close my eyes and try to fall back to sleep than face another pointless bland lonely day without my Linda. 
i really do feel for you, I know exactly what you’re going through .

keep safe and well