It’s now 8 weeks since the passing of my darling Sharon, and as each day passes I miss her more and the heartache gets stronger, she truly was my life and so now the feeling is growing that I have no purpose or use anymore.
I wander through the day
Its the price I must pay
The time goes by
I know not why.
Then it’s here again
I start to feel the pain
Up the stairs I go
The why I do not know.
The tears start to form
I long for the dawn
I walk into the room
But no one is there
And so the tears I can hold no more
The dam breaks and the tears start to fall
I cry and I sob how long I never know
The simple fact is it's because she’s not there
She’s gone I know not where
But I miss her so
I truly want to go
To be with her as before
Because I love her more & more.
Without her I feel my life is no more.
I miss you so, so much my darling and I long for the day when we will be together again. Sorry my love that I am struggling so much but I just cannot find a reason to stay behind.
I will love you always and forever, and more than that when we meet again.
Brokenhearted
Paul 
