My boyfriend passed away, September 25th 2020. He had cancer that started in his femur then spread almost every where. All year I watched my best friend withering away. My mind just keeps replaying all the old arguments when he was healthy and I just beat myself up. I’m exhausted. My heart and brain are just aching.
With the holidays coming up it’s especially dreadful without him here anymore. I have never felt so alone in my life. I need people to talk to, to connect with on this subject..
