It was always our intention to visit the Lake District Together it was on his bucket list, sadly it was never to be. I had the opportunity to come with friends but I tried everything to get out of it. I was in tears the night before as it just reenforced the fact Jerry was gone and all those things we were going to do together we would never do. Anyway I came and it’s ok I think he’s with me and is approving of my trip. The first day we saw tornados (RAF ) fly low over Ullswater Jerry loved his jet planes. Today I completed a walk up old man of coniston a walk He wanted us todo, I saw a golden ring dragonfly one of his favourites. The anxiousness of driving on unfamiliar roads didn’t hinder me and I saw many of the places he had talked about. I had a good time I was glad I went Yes I would of loved to have gone together but it felt like a healing Now I have done it rather than avoid it . I hope this helps others. X
