Why is it when we are at the very lowest of lows a higher being, God? The universe? The Devil? ...whomever, decides you just aren’t suffering enough...
Today I discovered that my darling David’s two bikes and his beloved fishing gear have been stolen from the shed!!!
I really can’t go into it all but let’s just say I know this is me being targeted, I even have my suspicions (could be way off base) but nonetheless have suspicions of who might be behind it but how low can somebody go??
It’s not a chance opportune theft, due to how my garden is, it’s most definitely targeted and that’s worse still. I live in a very nice area too, not the place this happens but as I say, I think I know how it’s come about. Again, could be wrong and I’ve no way of proving my ‘theory’ anyway.
Why do good, decent, wonderful men like my David die at 52 with evil cancer that quickly took him from a fit man to a shell in front of my eyes and others who are scum get to live and steal from a grieving widow?? So wrong isn’t it.
I was so upset for David’s son as I was holding these things (and much more) for him. But what gave my heart hope was how wonderfully grown up (he’s 21) and how very like his Dad he handled it! One, in his stride and two, making me feel better. Dave spoke to me through his son tonight and that’s why I’m not going to bed out of my mind but knowing it’s just a shit thing but compared to my grief, like anything else doesn’t touch it.
Maybe the culprits will get the karma they deserve.
Peace & strength xx
