Hi Everyone
Hope every one is doing the best they can in this new chapter of our lives.
Its been really hard the last few weeks, how much do you have to endure.
I went for my ct scan, so hold your breath time till the results are in.
The kitchen taps i turned both on, omg neither would then turn off. emergence plumber call out, empty every thing under the sink, think i have more than Tesco's
I needed something out of shed, so i had to unlock it then made sure i locked it back up.
It was dustman day put all bins out and the recyclable, came in where are the shed keys hunted hi and low , then realised i had thrown them out with the rubbish to late,
Dustmen had been. for god sake.
Then week later washing machine broke, cleared out under the sink again that got fixed and again every thing had to go back, it is like one step forward and two steps back.
My sister takes me shopping one day a week, that is all i go out as very high risk,
Always a Friday and two days later she is Covid Positive, yes have had to have a test which was today, so hold your breath again.
Oncologist phones and ct was good, sigh of relief, now hold breath waiting for the virus results, god when will it ever end.
Now in tier four, my son was coming down from Lincoln but at moment he is in tier three so not aloud into four. i needed to see him, have only seen him four times since his dad passed.
At times i wonder how i have got this far without breaking or going crazy, but that is not going to help any one let alone me,
I have been fighting since 2016 when i got my incurable diagnosis and then hubby got his, been a long hard journey for quiet a while, his journey was not so long eight months to passing.
He was the one that kept me going, and now in one way he is keeping me going, i can hear him saying go on girl you can do this and while i breath i will.
Hope you get threw the coming days the best you can, my thoughts will be with each and every one of us.
Take Care Ellie x
