Its 2 months today that my wife Nancy passed away and I feel like it was today the past few days its hit me hard I had a couple of days were I felt like I was getting better and then wham it was back it's hard to put into words I just wonder if because I didn't cry and feel as sad as I was that somewhere inside me maybe felt guilty and so has brought out another wave of emotions God I just miss her so much the pain I feel is unbearable I had 2 counseling sessions but the therapist thought it was best to stop that it's to early and I think she's right it was over the phone and I don't think it helped to be honest so I've come to the conclusion that the only thing to do is have a few beers each night to numb some of the pain thanks for listening
