I have just got back from babysitting for my daughters kids. A boy of three and a girl of eighteen month. Beautiful amazing grandkids.
We have a great bond, I would never let them down but God it is so hard doing it on. My own.
If Audrey was here it would be so wonderful.
It's full on looking after the little ones but when I get home, so painful, Aud should be here.
She saw Leo but not Penny.
SO ANGRY!!!!!
