Hi and a very warm welcome to the online community
Firstly can I offer my condolences on the passing of your husband. It must be a very hard time for you but I'm glad you've felt able to reach out to this community.
As well as talking to people in this group, who will be able to offer support, you could also use the In Your Area tool to look for support groups near where you live.
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"Never regret a day in your life, good days give you happiness, bad days give you experience"
