He had Stage 4 colon cancer that had gone into the lymph nodes (diagnosed april) , and had 6 cycles of chemo treatment.
The cancer had progressed to his kidneys and liver around November, so he was at end of life care (DNR).
He passed at home in the early hours of the morning, just a few hours after I went to sleep. (bed and equipment supplied from pallative care team)
The week before his passing he was crying out for help in-between hospital visits and home, and the night he died he was moaning in pain, yelling for help. We called 111 and they suggested to contact the GP the following morning.
One of my siblings and I were taking care of him at home doing day/night shifts, so we did all we could to give the appropriate medication and give him anything he asked for.
I am happy he is not in pain anymore, but I am lost now on what to do next, since I finished education and went into full time care for him. I have never experienced grief before, and my housing situation might change, so I feel scared of the Unknown.
