Hi
Um on Tue it will be 8 weeks since I lost my best friend. She was 46. She been fighting best liver and bone cancer since covid.
Sadly we lost her. I'm still struggling so much. Got so much anger and feeling lost. I see gigs coming up I want to tell her about so we can go but can't. I'm trying to carry on but I feel guilty enjoying myself when I know she be like get on wiv it Jo.
I still can't belive she's gone and it hurts like hell. I miss her sooo much. She my best friend and my non biological sister. I don't know how to shake this.
Jo x
Hi Liljo28 welcome to the forum. I am so very sorry to hear about the loss of your best friend . Cancer is such a cruel disease and strikes when we least expect it and has absolutely no regard for age. To be taken so soon is so sad and I can't begin to imagine how this is leaving you feeling.. I have heard it said that friends are the family we pick for ourselves and I truly believe there is a
bond between close friends that is different to family but can often be a stronger bond..8 weeks is early in you trying to adapt to her loss and it may never truly leave you . Don't be too hard onyourself , give yourself time and keep her forever in your heart ️ x
gail
Hi
Thank u. And thank u for ur kind words. It is so hard and it's not fare on any of us. Thank u again for reaching out appreciate 
