I'm sorry to read how poorly your mum is and how you're struggling at the moment.
I hope you don't mind me suggesting that you post this message in the carers only group, which I can see you've joined, as I'm sure there'll be other carers there who understand exactly what you're going through right now.
If you feel that talking to someone might help, I can recommend the nurses on the Macmillan Support Line. They are available every day from 8am to 8pm and it's free to call on 0808 808 0000.
((hugs))
"Never regret a day in your life, good days give you happiness, bad days give you experience"
