That's it.
I have worked in the NHS for a decade with mental health. I have seen everything. But this is the worst thing I have ever seen. I give up now. Religion means nothing. Being healthy means nothing. Being nice means nothing. Death is eternal. Nobody will ever say or do anything to help me or those affected by this. I feel like I am dying too.
Don't get me wrong, I don't need help myself. Help those who need and want it. I am on the other side, there is nothing that can help me. This is what grief looks like. If I was God I would eradicate suffering. But that isn't going to happen. Suffer with me if you will. I am thinking of you all.
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