Hi all just join this group think it might help me I lost my mum just over 3 weeks ago I was with her right till the very last moment she took her last breath I took her to nearly every appointment from Jan 2021 right till Nov 2021 and did all her treatment with her when we got told that there was nothing that they could do in the November it blew me away in a way I didn't know what was going to happen or when tender hooks was how I felt never knowing when things was going to get worst but things did over time and trying to help as much as I could but on her very last night I was the only one with her by her bed sides talking with her making sure she was comfortable she told me at that point she loved me and I new that would be the last time hearing her say much more to me since then trying to there to supportive to my dad and family and recently I have been dreaming about the last bit of time I had with my mum the weird things is that it feels so real to the point where I wake up and still kind of feel her holding my hand like she still there had this a few times when this happens then its hard to get back of to sleep not sure if this is normal grief just don't know thank you for taking the time to reading my story and letting me share this with you
